Crying out

What happen when i'm down?? Really really down? What happen when i'm out of mood?

When all this happens, i can only cry out loud.

I'll cry out, really really loud deep inside my heart and make sure God hears me. If i don't cry out loud in my heart, God won't be able to help me.. Hahahas... My Heavenly Father never fail to accompany me by my side 24 hrs. What ever i do, he's watching. He knows what i want, what i need, what i'm doing, what i'm thinking and what i have in life.. Before i cry out for help, he knew i needed help.

I'm the head and not the tail. I'm above and not beneathe.

I look around me and saw leaders in my life. i take them as a good role model of mine. I admire them, i love them, i'm inspired by them all. From students to studies, from studies to scholars, from scholars to work, from work to visions and dreams... I have seen it all... i was touched deeply by them. Their life, their testimonies, their success... I want to be like them. I want to grow up. I want my muturity to grow. I want to grow up be like them, I don't want the positions, i don't want the Gold and silvers alone with greed... What i want is a successful life by accomplish my hopes, dreams and visoins. I want to do things which i enjoy in life, i want to do things which God has called me to do. I don't care how the world is going to look at me, i just want... my dreams...