Why can't I be the same just like some of my friends around me? Their parents saving money for them, depositing money into their bank account monthly/weekly. Why can't my parents do that for me? I see my friends, even though they do not really receive much pocket money, but they get what they want from their parents. Stories and stories I’ve heard from my friend, and I ask myself this question, ' Why can't my Brother and I live the same life as them? '. I know that i can't compare my family with other families. I know how dad wanted me to save up more money to succeed in life. Though many parents encourage their child (like my age) not to work at this point of time as studies are more important than working. As for my family, it's different. You see, my parents earn as little $2,800 monthly most of the money goes into taxes, bills, insurances, education, retirements (for mom and dad).... All this takes up as much as 2/3 of my parent’s monthly income. Don’t forget, my parents still have to give me pocket money during school days. And my parents do not leave much for the family. I’ve did some calculations on my friends. Some of my friends whom always tell me that they come from the same family position like me.
Oh yes. I most my friends come from an average income family. But they never know that their parents had already risen up in the market place. And the calculations that I have made, makes me feel a total lie from friends. I did all this calculations NOT to prove them wrong. But to understand why they do talk the same way as me but their thoughts and beliefs are totally different from mine. They're the rich but still poor in the conduct. I do not know how to explain it in a correct way, it'd be great if you get what I mean...
Don't forget, my parents don't spend money on clothes, cosmetics.... when it's NOT needed.
Well they never understand what is going on/ happening in my family though I’ve told them/share with them many times. If this is the kind of encouragement I get from them repeatedly, I bet I’ll stop sharing with them about my family. When I need listening ear doesn’t mean I need encouragement. If you never know your encouragement sucks so much, then ask for some comments after encouraging someone. Being nice of a person to encourage someone doesn’t mean it’ll help someone.
Is giving out flyers an illegal thing? I know that there is lots of elderly giving out flyers to earn a living... If they can give flyers, why can't I? We aren't giving the same flyers you know? I mean, passengers who walk pass people who are giving out flyers can choose to take it or ignore it, right? And I strongly believe that not most of the passerby really care about who is giving out flyers you knows? And if they need a flyer job, of course I can intro them. No harm right?
Sigh.... What the heck is happening around me? I try not to get influence by the world, but I’m a bit influence by people around me. I just need some support. And what I got is, complains after complains from friends, discourages for me... Is like, from Monday till now, this is what I got from my surroundings. I’m so stress right now. I don't even really have the mood to joke around. When did I get so weak? My head is going to burst soon!
Even though my family is different from other family, I believe my parent doesn’t want that to happen too. My parents are unlike from most of my friend’s parents. Both my mum and dad did not finish their education when they was young. My dad stop schooling when he’s primary 3, so, my dad don’t even have a PSLE cert. And my mom did not finish her secondary course because she did not even have a ‘N’ level nor a ‘O’ level cert. I don’t look at how lowly my parents are but I look at how much great effort they’ve put in for that few thousands of dollars. My dads don’t work at place which has built in air-con nor a fan. While my mother work in coffee shops.
I feel soo much better after pushing my anger in typing out my feelings…
Ahh… I feel so good noww… I can feel the peace in my heart now. Today’s post might have some link to my Father’s day contest script.
Goodnight.
Oh yes. I most my friends come from an average income family. But they never know that their parents had already risen up in the market place. And the calculations that I have made, makes me feel a total lie from friends. I did all this calculations NOT to prove them wrong. But to understand why they do talk the same way as me but their thoughts and beliefs are totally different from mine. They're the rich but still poor in the conduct. I do not know how to explain it in a correct way, it'd be great if you get what I mean...
Don't forget, my parents don't spend money on clothes, cosmetics.... when it's NOT needed.
Well they never understand what is going on/ happening in my family though I’ve told them/share with them many times. If this is the kind of encouragement I get from them repeatedly, I bet I’ll stop sharing with them about my family. When I need listening ear doesn’t mean I need encouragement. If you never know your encouragement sucks so much, then ask for some comments after encouraging someone. Being nice of a person to encourage someone doesn’t mean it’ll help someone.
Is giving out flyers an illegal thing? I know that there is lots of elderly giving out flyers to earn a living... If they can give flyers, why can't I? We aren't giving the same flyers you know? I mean, passengers who walk pass people who are giving out flyers can choose to take it or ignore it, right? And I strongly believe that not most of the passerby really care about who is giving out flyers you knows? And if they need a flyer job, of course I can intro them. No harm right?
Sigh.... What the heck is happening around me? I try not to get influence by the world, but I’m a bit influence by people around me. I just need some support. And what I got is, complains after complains from friends, discourages for me... Is like, from Monday till now, this is what I got from my surroundings. I’m so stress right now. I don't even really have the mood to joke around. When did I get so weak? My head is going to burst soon!
Even though my family is different from other family, I believe my parent doesn’t want that to happen too. My parents are unlike from most of my friend’s parents. Both my mum and dad did not finish their education when they was young. My dad stop schooling when he’s primary 3, so, my dad don’t even have a PSLE cert. And my mom did not finish her secondary course because she did not even have a ‘N’ level nor a ‘O’ level cert. I don’t look at how lowly my parents are but I look at how much great effort they’ve put in for that few thousands of dollars. My dads don’t work at place which has built in air-con nor a fan. While my mother work in coffee shops.
I feel soo much better after pushing my anger in typing out my feelings…
Ahh… I feel so good noww… I can feel the peace in my heart now. Today’s post might have some link to my Father’s day contest script.
Goodnight.
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