dreams?

Hmm, ytd, after crying out, i feel so much better and convinced... Bec, my heart was broken, really broken as dad didn't allow me to make my dream come true and he verbally abuses me. I love my dad, that's why my heart was broken when he said somethings... emm... which is not so nice? Hahas... it's okaye, even though he assume that i would screw up everything and make my whole and entire family suffer but i know that dad still concern about me. :D No more crying. And of course, i have to thank WeiJian for encouraging me, my fellow cg members and friends for supporting me! I appreciated it alot, really! hahas... Went to studio this morning. I don't know i'm blind or sleeping, but the orange door of the studio was right infront of me, yet i didn't saw it. zzZ and have to trouble Ana to actually find us. Have to thank her! Hmmm... True, the studio was very cold, but didn't shiver(it's not XTREMELY cold) and i didn't bring my jacket along, while seated down there paying attention to their talk and introduction, i got fever.... zzZ have been sick for this few days(since last fri)...zzZ but i'm fine and alright now. Thanks for those who're concern about me and my health! Went for Halloween Party after studio thingy! The dress i wear was.... zzzZ short! okaye, i find it short larh, but i think many ppl agree with me... I JUST FEEL SOOOO uncomfortable wearing that dress, i don't feel ME! zzzZZZ Just as i told almost the whole world that i hate skirt(esp mini skirt), yet, i LOVE dress~ hahahas... but not Xtremely short that when you take escalator, you'll "zao geng" :X Hahahahas! I ENJOYED today's Halloween party today! It's soooo fun!~
i love them all! loveeeeee~
same goes to you guys! i love human beings!