Modeling?

Talked to Ana just now. Yep, feel much more better now as i've given myself 2weeks of break from thinking about it. Yes... She said she'll meet my parents ONLY IF my parents have the willingness to meet her. Alright... Shall try to persuade them to meet Ana. Well, i told her what's my dad's greatest concern and yes, she offered me the BEST deal. But... Now, it all depends on Dad's decision. Yes... I'm greatful as my surroundings are supporting me. I dare not confess what will happen next and my surroundings just feel so dissappointed abt me whenever i confess. Each confession i've made, made them feel sad for me. Yes, i was depress, I was desperate for the success. But now, i just got to change things. I just remember Bennie told us(CGmembers) that no matter what situation we are in, never be depress about it. But to take a rest and calm ourselves down, so we can think properly as we won't feel aggitated. Again... i told myself to be a problem solver and learn to be like YiLun. Yes, YiLun is my motivation and yes, another wonderful leader. I want to be generous in another kind of way as i do not have $$ to bless my surroundings. This BF season, it's tough. Yes, it's tough. I want to step out of my comfort zone and start doing things which i OUGHT to be doing than seating down here thinking of ways to get my $$ out from bank for online shopping. Yes, i'm tempted but, it can be controlled.

Sei Sei. I LOve you people.

p/s i have been spending hours and hours on my facebook recently.
pp/s i Love Facebook more than friendster.
ppp/s & it's more fun than last time as they just started out Facebook!

Wooooooooooo....! I'm in love with Facebook!