What really went wrong today?!?!

After such a tiring day in school, i really dont know what i did tt makes my mum so angry... Reached home at 7.45pm today and just wanted to rest... And yet, i was being scolded by my mom... what's really wrong with me closing and opening the door?!? Damn... i really feeeel soo soo like crying.... What's really going on?! What what?!?!?!?!?
It some how make me have the fear of gg home yet again...
i don't understand and i want to know why...
Each and every single word came out of ur mouth just makes me feel so bitter... and somehow break my heart...
I'm not happy, i'm not content, i'm not satisfy...
Neither do i wanna please her...
i know mom loves me, yes, i truly knows that... But, what if someone scolded u bec of his/her imagination is so realistic to be able to different shape?(i know 99% of u guys dk what i'm talking abt)
i am feeling sooo bitter in my heart...
Out of a sudden, i feel like, everything is clashing down on me...
Your attitude and ur tone towards me just makes my heart feel so broken...