Not just me.

We have all to prepare to fail our Art for MYE. Bec, i never do anything for my MYE Art. I only did it for N'level Art. I mean, WE ALL did our N'level ART and are still doing it. No body knows what to do for Mid-year as it's abit slightly different from what we are all focusing in. Yeah! That's about it for today.

Anyway, i DID NOT FINISH WRITING MY COMPO TODAY! But, nvm it's okaye. At least it's not as bad as ytd's Chinese paper... I find the paper today okaye wor... Gosh~ My Chinese grades are... GOING DOWN the Drain!!! Sweeesh down the drain, sweeeesh down the drain!!!! Need to get a SOS help for my chinese! I use to be QUITE good in my chinese compared to Englisg deerrhh!!! oh noooss.... I'm Not worried about my MYE but, NOT N'level!!!

The another character of me is starting to eat me up from the inside out. 

It seems like, i'm starting to change to another person, Get fraustrated so easily, depress so easily, angry so easily, offended so easily... 

i pushed a guy the day before when he accidentally push me! What the hell was i doing??? I Don't know!!! Oh noooss... I even "tsk" friends/people who accidentally push me...

Need self moral education and self discipline liao... Aiyoyoooss... Zining DON'T CHANGE!!! Keep your cool! Be cool, yes you're Cool! C'mon, change back to your "oh, so soft hearted" attitude. C'mon, u can do it!!! <----This is for me not you guys out there!!!

Jialatt... Use to be in Super high self esteem.; Now? Below borderline. What happened?!

Though right now, i'm back in daily prayers(i'm proud to say that i'm back in daily PRAYERS!!) But Many things just came crashing down on me... i use to be like, Hey!                                 Pressure? No problem, i'll handle it.                                           Critics? it won't hurt me, but will improve on it.                               Tiredness? I'll persevere it with the strength of God.                           Weak? I'll trying improving it.                                                 Sick? Let's still get back to work, i can manage(minor)./

But now? Uhh Oh~ It's ALL OPPOSITE! It's so true that when you stop doing something which u usually do, you'll tend to stop forever. Even if you want it to be back in place, it's POSSIBLE but, it consist Hardwork! It's Perseverance definitely!