always tried not to let my anger out of control.

I don't know why, but it's not the firest time. Everytime it happen, i'll just broke out in tears and would always wish to scream out the pain in me. It happened today and i think i think i was wrong. i was in my room reading magazin and i heard my mom talking loudly abt me, she was bad mouthing me with my aunt. i felt really hurt and went to the toilet. i turn on the tap and start spraying water everywhere. Reasons?-i didn't want to hear my mom bad mouthing me and i just didn't wan hear my mom's voice at that moment. Then i went back to my room and swing hard on my door for it to close, there goes a loud "BANG!". ... ... ... ... ..........

...i went up to both my mom and dad and shouted, "I DISLIKE THE BOTH OF YOU SINCE YOUNG!"... ... ... ...i can tell you guys that i was crying making lots of noises... Usually when i cry i don't make so much noise. Actually, i wanted to scream, to scream out all the pain out from my heart using the breathe from the bottom of my stomach, but didn't want people to call the police as it was late already... ..................................................

let's sleep people... Don't really want to say anymore further...