was really afraid.

i'm really happy HuiPing ask me if i would like to stay back after school to do art with her. Last friday, i satyed in school for extra 6.5hours just to do my canvas. At 6pm tracy, hui ping and Jia ji left Art room and i was left ALONE in the art room to do my canvas without any help(it okaye without any help). I was really afraid because it's so quiet in school. i left school at 7pm without finishing my canvas, was only left with the outline, but Mrs Ong told me that she will help me with it on Monday early in the morning...

So gonna do something abt my spritual life. Decided to really rely on God's strength than on my strength. Have not been doing it for the past 1 year. Decided to do it tomorrow.

Have been thinking alot about my studies. It's only less than month to n'level. i asked myself a serious question, "Do u really want to study or not".  The truth is, i wasn't able to give an exact answer to it. Yes, no, don't know..... ... 

But it's definitely a Yes now. Yes to study, it's a must to get O level cert after my n'level. it's a must to study after i get my o'level cert. i do not want to reveal much of my plannings here as it's not convinient and i dislike being shoot down by people. Done with my post for today. or perhaps this is for the post for the whole and entire month of August?