Je ne vous demande pas de m'aimer,
mais veux juste vous faire part que je suis follement amoureux de vous.
I'm not courageous enough to let you know.
I do not want any of my friends to do me great favor.
I've counted it,
calculated it
by finding a picture was taken
on that very day itself.
It's almost an exact 10months
ever since we first met.
I told myselfthat
i shouldn't
have
mais veux juste vous faire part que je suis follement amoureux de vous.
I'm not courageous enough to let you know.
I do not want any of my friends to do me great favor.
I've counted it,
calculated it
by finding a picture was taken
on that very day itself.
It's almost an exact 10months
ever since we first met.
I told myselfthat
i shouldn't
have
look at you10months ago,
as it made you flew up the sky so high.
So high
that you start looking in my direction
for 10months.
It has been 10months,
i was a girl
whom never felt
a single tingling lingering feeling
towards him.
It was in this 10months
which made me
attracted to you.
I never believe in
Love at the first sight
nor did i wish to
fall in love at the first sight.
If i didn't notice that little glances
you made,
i would have been happy
with my single wholesome life.
Because it has been long slow 10months
ever since we noticed each other's glances,
i can see that you become so open towards it,
which is nothing wrong with it.
My Love towards you is affecting me.
If i were to have the courage,
i promise myself wholeheartedly that,
i'll definitely let you know it
as this is the one and only way
to ease this pain that i have
as it made you flew up the sky so high.
So high
that you start looking in my direction
for 10months.
It has been 10months,
i was a girl
whom never felt
a single tingling lingering feeling
towards him.
It was in this 10months
which made me
attracted to you.
I never believe in
Love at the first sight
nor did i wish to
fall in love at the first sight.
If i didn't notice that little glances
you made,
i would have been happy
with my single wholesome life.
Because it has been long slow 10months
ever since we noticed each other's glances,
i can see that you become so open towards it,
which is nothing wrong with it.
My Love towards you is affecting me.
If i were to have the courage,
i promise myself wholeheartedly that,
i'll definitely let you know it
as this is the one and only way
to ease this pain that i have
for loving you.
I remember that i've made a vow to God 2 years ago saying, "...i will never ever get into any relationship ever again until i finishes my O'level..." So, i actually have abt 1-2years before i consider in getting into a relationship again.
I shared with daddy ytd that i was madly in Love with this unknown guy. I love him with a heart full of fear and not knowing what to do. I was actually being scolded by daddy. He told me this:
"You're crazy! Why are you so fearful in loving someone?!! There is NOTHING WRONG in loving someone!"
-"I am afraid that those little glances made me have the wrong idea of him. I have enough of all those hurts, cheatings and feeling being toyed around with in life. It just Hurts so much you know?"
"Sigh~"
"You're crazy! Why are you so fearful in loving someone?!! There is NOTHING WRONG in loving someone!"
-"I am afraid that those little glances made me have the wrong idea of him. I have enough of all those hurts, cheatings and feeling being toyed around with in life. It just Hurts so much you know?"
"Sigh~"
&i promise myself that i'll never post about this unknown guy in my blog ever again.
i'm 30% done with my own personal diary. :D
Smiles,
Lilya L.Z.N
i'm 30% done with my own personal diary. :D
Smiles,
Lilya L.Z.N
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