Starvation

Recently, i’m consuming less than 1000calories. 2days ago, i think i consumed abt 350calories for the day itself. Horrible. I’m loosing my appetite because of my lips. Though my lip is getting better, but my appetite isn’t back yet. My Weight is dropping. Though i said i wanna 3kg lighter but not by starvation. Do you guys know that if u are consuming less than 1000calories a day, u’re considered starving yourself other than Fasting. i’m currently dropping to 46kg. Horrible right? Gosh~ When i look myself in the mirror, i can see the rib bones… Don’t worry, i’m not suffering from anorexia, but i think i’ll be suffering from anorexia  if i continue with this diet for the next  15days. my skin colour looks so horrible even mask doesn’t help much for me now.  zzZzzZ this is so irritating, as i got to put on makeups to cover up this pale looking face of mine. Makeup make my face breakout.

Wanted to take a pic of my figure with the rib bone and post it up here for u guys to see, but after thinking several times, i’m not courageous enough to do it and i don’t think it’s appropriate too… Goodnights people. Thanks for reading. Love you all. :D