Let me end 2009 with the word “Fuck” hanging on my mouth(Just for today).

How the Fuck did i lost so many of my Bras and Panties in one night?! i mean seriously, how did i lost so many of it?! Fuck!

How are you feeling now?
I’m feeling Fucked up.

Why?
I have a MAJOR GREAT problem, as i’m short of Bras and Panties. I need it so much when i’m out(Worn on, of course!), because, i don’t show off my nipple shape to the world alright?! Alright, i need to wear it to make myself feel comfortable ALRIGHT?! FUCCKKKKK!

Are you sad?
Shut the hell up! Of course i’m sad and more to frustrated!!! I can’t go out without my Bra and Panties being worn! Damn it!

Is this the only case which causing you sad and frustrated?
No. i just want People to remember this for life alright: ZINING HATE CUSHION TOYS!!!

Wow... This is my 1st time saying vulgarity in Year2009.
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Before i really say Goodbye to 2009, i hope i can get all this needs/wants/desires… …
1. Lingerie [NEED]
2. Sewing Machine [DESIRE]
3. Fabrics and LOTS of’em! [DESIRE]
4. Books [WANT]  
5. A box of Focus Dailies Pack [WANT]
6. Ribbons [DESIRE]
7. Stationeries [NEED+WANT] 
8. A trip to Salon for a Hair-treatment [NEED+WANT] 

Friends, please please pleaseeeee remember that, it’s either you don’t get me anything or you check with me or my friends what i need/want/desire/like before getting anything for me, because everytime i receive a gift which i dislike it from good/close/best friends, it really hurts me and when it hurts me, you guys will feel hurt too… i SERIOUSLY don't want that to happen... Pleaseee... i beg you guys okay? Just don't get me things which i don't like/i won't appreciate...