i Hate to be limited.

When I'm being limited in doing things i want, it stress me.

From buying that beautiful dress to having a proper meal.

From having a proper meal to getting a high quality paint.

…. …

I'm fine with all these. What i hated the most is… When it’s time i want to go beyond something which no body is doing, something beyond excellence and I'm being limited.

it tears my heart into many pieces when i feel that people put a limit on me. It hurts me when I'm not able to do something which is out from my creativity.

Have you seen me doing a poor job in developing ideas?

Have you seen me hanging that sad face of mine on my face?

Have you seen me apologising and feeling guilty on something which was poorly done by me?

Have you witness how clumsily i slipped my hands over and over again doing something which i want to focus on?

Have you actually seen something like that happening to me? I believe some did but only a few realised…

When i felt i am being limited, be it, I'm limited by myself or by some other people, things just start going the wrong way. My mind starts breaking down. i start pushing myself forward in a wrong way.

i push myself to run forward, to run like never before and forgetting to let my creativity to catch up my speed. I lost my creativity when i start breaking down. Or maybe i misunderstood that i was limited?

There’s one thing i know for sure is, no one likes to work on something when they are being limited… As it really breaks one heart.