Am supposedly to take a nap now as i didn’t sleep last night. This is also the reason Why my face is getting worse. Didn’t sleep for 2nights in a week. I am so FULL of spirit now but not my eyes… They are calling me to bed now but ain’t gonna give in to them as i’m very afraid that i might get back to my bad habit like last year; the time where everyone were so busying studying for N’levels.
<COntinue to read IF you wanna know how horribly i’ve not plan my time in studying for n’level and pass it. LOL>
Usually people study/work in the day, sleep in the night then head off to work/to school. During the serious studying season(1-2months before n’level) i sleep in the day, sleep once i reached home and work in the night all the way until morning then off to school. Imagine the kind of life and tired days i’m leading… Talking about Art, everyone was given 2weeks to complete their Art Paper2. I took 2FULL nights to complete it. =.= Can’t blame… it’s not that i’m lazy but was really effing lack of creativity and ideas… Thank God i scored well…
Having most of my sec4 class being laze away and idle away by chatting and sleeping, was really lack in sec4’s foundation(until now) have my last 3months before n’levels to rush through all my studies. It was really terrible. I was like… Betting my n’level outcomes in the limited things i’ve studies. “limited” because, i only studied 2 chapters of physics and off i go for the examinations. as for my chemistry i completely rely on my exercise book for revision… it was more like memorising then revising…
Talking about my Combine Humans… 15minutes before some of my classmates and i sat for out SS/Georg, we gathered together and we decided to literally give up on our Combine Humanities and flung together. Indeed, i got a U grade on my n’level cert with a surprise of me scoring 18points. STill gotta thank God for that.
Yes, you got it right. Zining hate school, hate studying modules, hate memorising the thick stack of notes and formulas.
Don’t be surprise in what i’m gonna tell you now. I’m actually given a chance to quit school since last year. Yes, quit school/ school drop out… Anyway you wanna call it.
Anyway… I’m here to write this post is to come here and talk about it once again and once and for all… Don’t wanna talk about it anymore. Because i’m really forcing myself to study… and am here to shake away my “i hate school, i hate homework, i hate studying” mindset. i study for 2 reason despite hating it soooo much.
1.i believe that i’m able to study and am here in school for a reason.
2. If i don’t study, i’m afriad my Dad would force me to go out and work not supporting or allowing me to run after my dream.
Have already plan how i’m gonna achieve it already. Ain’t letting it go. :D You people too should on to your dreaMS and constantly reminding yourself that you’re running after it. :D
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