Today, i saw what you’ve written 3days ago that was being deleted.

I know you don’t care about how i feel but i just want to say…

I’m truly disappointed after reading it. Don’t question me how i saw it when it has already been deleted.

“I'm not that evil/mean to curse you. I'll bless you like how I always do silently..”

Why did you call yourself mean when no one is even thinking about it? Are you feeling guilty?

 

“I'll bless you like how I always do silently.” – NO! STOP! I don’t need your blessing! If you’ve been doing it silently, STOP! i SERIOUSLY cannot stand it when a person is hating me or having STRONG jealousy of me to be blessing me and saying “all the Best.” to me. STOP! I DON’T NEED THAT! AND I DON’T WANT TO BE BLESSED BY SOMEONE WHO IS JEALOUSING Over ME OR HATING ME. YOU HEAR ME?!

 

“By the time you saw this, you might be changing your mindset.” –YES! WHEN I SAW THIS, I SERIOUSLY CHANGED MY MIND! I BELIEVE YOU’LL BE GLAD AND HAPPY THAT… I’ve decided NOT to patch this friendship with you! I DON’T WANT TO HAVE A BEST FRIEND WHO IS SO FULL OF PRIDE!(the tone of post was full of pride by you)_ SERIOUSLY, I DON’T!

AND I DON’T REMEBER HAVING A BEST FRIEND WHOSE HEART IS SO FULL OF PRIDE! SORRY, I DON’T REMEMBER YOU!

 

“I chose to give up just like this.
Surprisingly, It isn't me!”  -You know what? I think i should help you to rephrase your sentence to…. Watch me:

“I chose to give up just like this.
Surprisingly, It WASN’T JUST me!”  -Perhaps, you typed it wrongly i guessed? I was watching television that night, so i didn’t know what exactly happened. When i finished watching television, i got a call FROM YOUR BOYFRIEND scolding me like @&^%#*(@&()*$)@&*!!! AFTER he finished scolding me, i went to facebook and i realised you blocked me. You know what? Blocking isn’t giving up BUT blocking someone is a FORM OF ACTING TOWARDS “I Give up”

YOU HAVE THE CHEEK TO SAY “It isn't me!”  WHEN I RE-ADDED YOU 2-3TIMES AND GOT REJECTED BY YOU?! DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE TYPING?!

 

“I ain't like this before. But something changes so quickly..
So quickly until i can even imagine.” –NICE! So, you’ve always been imagining all this while and you imagine so much that you put it to act? Kudos to you!

I’ll have some Grace on you. Perhaps you were trying to say… “…can’t even imagine.” I can tell you what changes you… It’s call “Pride.”

 

“I'm so sorry about that. I should have persevered, but nope.” –Wait a minute… persevere? Even if this wasn’t going to end, do you know how to? P.E.R.S.E.V.E.R.E? I only know that you’re good at boot licking although i told you many times not to do that. Can you PLEASE save yourself some dignity?

 

“I covered too much in front of you. I guess, I'm really evil inside?” –SERIOUSLY… STOP CALLING YOURSELF EVIL! OR DO YOU ALWAYS WANTED TO BE MEAN AND EVIL!!!!?? EVEN IF YOU ARE FEELING GUILTY OVER IT, CALLING YOURSELF EVIL IS NEVER THE BEST WAYY OF GETTING RID OF YOUR GUILTINESS!

 

 

 

YES! I’M MAD OVER YOU! SERIOUSLY MAD! BUT DO YOU CARE? PERHAPS, YOU DON’T!

AND SERIOUSLY… PEOPLE WHOM REALLY DON’T KNOW WHAT THE HELLLLLLLLLLLL HAPPENED BETTER SHUTUP! BECAUSE I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHAT EXACTLY HAPPENED, SO YOU THINK YOU"’LL KNOW?!

 

I QUIT! I’m NEVER A PLAYER IN SUCH A CRAPPY LIFELESS JOKE! IF YOU REALLY BOTHER ABOUT WHOSE WINNING AND LOSING, I LOSE, and YOU WON! CONGRATS!

IF YOU’RE FEELING VERYYY HAPPY AFTER READING THIS POST BECAUSE YOU WON, YOU know WHAT? YOU NEED TO SAVE SOME HUMANITY FOR YOURSELF TO SURVIVE IN THIS BROKEN WORLD~

 

MY LAST WORD FOR YOU! I DON’T KNOW WHO THE HELLLLLLLLLL ARE YOU!!!! WHAT CHANGES YOU, PROBABLY WAS PRIDE? I DON’T KNOW.

ANDDDD… I DON’T WAN’T YOU! I WANT BACK MY FRIEND, I WANT BACK MY BELOVER FRIEND WHOM SHE USE TO CALL ME “NingZi”, “Ningning.” and she even tried to call me, “Ning Xuan!”

WHO THE HECK ARE YOU TO TELL ME THAT IT WASN’T YOU WHEN I DON’T EVEN KNOW WHO THE HELLL ARE YOU! YOU KNOW WHAT? IT’S NOT FOR YOU TO DECIDE! I’ll WAIT FOR HER TO BE BACK PATIENTLY!

YOU KNOW WHAT? I DON’T NEED YOU! MY SIS WILL NEVER POST ANYTHING ABOUT ME HAVING HALF OF HER POST SOUNDED SO FULL OF PRIDE! THANK YOU!

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