A Simple life doesn't mean it's gonna be Easy
My blog will be a little journey back to my sweet aroma -Lilya

Not in a good mood right now. Don't understand why was i being scolded a stupid pig for breaking a plate accidentally. This damn word " Stupid Pid " is abusive to my emotion. It sucks to the core!!! Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh...........................!!!!!!!!! Sorry to say that, even though i've been hearing my parents scolding me that for the past 14years and 4 months and 9 days but, i'll never get use to it. Never will i be use to it! NEVER! It's impossible that i'll be use to it. It'll be a scary thing if i'm use to it, as i'll ignore my parents for the rest of my life. Because if i'm numb towards their words = numb towards them. Don't ask me why. Hello? I'm Zining. That's how she behaves. Got cuts on my foots due to the broken pieces of the plate. Fine, i'm okaye now. No big due. Okaye, i was told that my blog is boring and was requested to make it more lively. Okaye, okaye, i'll try to make it lively then... :(((
I'm sick in studying in my classroom. The environment there, oh well, it sucks! It's as noisy as it is. The environment there... urghhh... you know.
And my examinations are near, very near. Sighhh...
As for those people who cheats during examinations. I have a word for you guys out there.
CHEATERS ARE 'LOSERSSSSSSS' loser loser loseRRR!!!
Cheaters are the ones who are unable to face the reality of the future. So what if they succeed in life? I'll still name them as losers by cheating themselves for a bright future. Uhhh NO, not bright future. For the correct terms, it should be moronic future, i guess?
Well, people who cheat in life, probaly they're the greedy ones. i notice that people who cheats in life aren't just greedy. When they succeed for the first time, they will make a second one happen and then, they'll greed for more and more and MORE. Right?
I guess that is it for the day. Have a wonderful day ahead readers. bb.

i look up the sky, wondering why.
clouds were moving so gently
when i see the clouds turn dark,
i don't know why.
i ask myself, who am i.
i bow down my head and ask myself why.
Why can't i live in my past.
Why can't i live for my Future?
Why can't i live for something which is ahead of me?
Why can't i?
Why can't i?
And i start questioning...
God am i useless?
God did i neglect you.
God you know me the best,
and yet you remain faithful staying close to me.
And again, i'm lost, i'm not living in my past because
i don't deserve it. I'm not really living for my future,
as i failed many time on holding on to my future.
Should i let go and dream again? Or should i hold on to it tight?
i don't know... i feel lousy.
i'll lift up all my burden to you...

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Today's Rachel's Birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL!
and rachel, Renee and i together we went for movie today.
Watched ' Get Smart ' OMgoodness, it's super funny, it's nice. After movie, we went home.
hoping that there'll be a private jet waiting to fetch us home. How Sweet~ LOL!
i saw dominic(daddy), jin sheng and Xinyu when i was on my way home. I was shock that Jin Sheng stead with Xinyu. Because i never know that. Don't get me wrong. i've no comments about it...

and right now i'm using this stylo* Computer of mine right now.


things which are ment to be mine, are mine forever.
i don't touch Things which don't belongs to me.
i have to get my vision.

it's time for Zining to rise in every area of her life.


Goodnight readers!