it's pain you know?

went to facial with ZiYing today... hmmm... though it's abit awkward that some ppl will crowd around you during facial to examine your skin, but it's good that they will at least be able learn some things from the teacher(professionalist) as they will be taking test soon. I tell u guys man! It's super painful!!!! When they was poking my pimples, the teacher said, "you look at her skin, so many holes... it must be her(me), her itchy hand... For this kind of skin, this is what you can only do, here, it's cruel but girl(me) please bear with it........... Any how poke!". And they just any how poke in a very fast motion... It's SUPER painful!!!!!! EEeeeeeekkkk...! Pain pain pain pain....!!!!!!
But the teacher was like " Girl ah, seriously i have you this... there's no major problem abt your skin. You were the one who got itchyy hand and squeeeeeeeeze it. Next time when you squeeeeeeze it again, Aunty won't do facial for you again, bec you're actually wasting my energy and effort... Be a obedient girl can? Listen to your mommy, don't touch your face with your dirty fingers...". Okaye larh, i know i very 'bu ting hua' bec i always 'buay song' with my pimples mah... LOL!
Afterall, i feel good, as after the facial, i feel my face is lighter and better... But i ought to go back again, latest is by next Monday, bec of my problem skin not totally solve yet...


Okaye, i promise that i won't touch my skin again...

Sigh... I feel that there is something in me which is draining me... I feel so out of myself... So dry...
i'm lossing myself....

&Guys, i'll continue the post on " Relationship > Me < Family " on some other day.
Sorry guys! Forgive me...
A smile a day keeps your trouble away for the day. Smile.. C;