why can't my dad just..

Dad, y can't i be truted? y can't u just trust me? Let me go a head to master what is needed for my dreams? Why can't u just trust me a little that i will succeed
'? I really do not want to live in l.ack. i spended months and almost a year in searching it. Now! Now, this is my only chance? I just feel so useless and hopeless for not being able to start my dreams and visions at my young age... it hurt me so much... Soo muchh. I have never feel so hurt and depress before... why is my eye burning red? Y is my tears rolling down from my eyes so hot?

I just feel that my visions of my dreams being shattered... Let it be... Still your words are stronger and more powerful than my will, but my prayer are even greater than your words... He will give me a way... Sooner or later.