Even if i could control my surrounding noises...

"i can turn off the music, i can control my surrounding sound and noises in my head, but..."

There's no way i could avoid myself from seeing you. 

There's no way i could run away from you;

even if so, we'll meet yet again at point 1(the start).

Even when the surrounding is full of noises,

your appearences took my attention away.

I can't... i can't take this anymore. 

I hate myself for loving you 

I, do not know you.

&

I, am struggling in trying to not love you.

When i see you, all my surrounding noises turned mute and there,
there's only you in my sight.

Love,

Lilya l.z.n