Showing posts with label With Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label With Love. Show all posts
  1. Even if i could control my surrounding noises...

    "i can turn off the music, i can control my surrounding sound and noises in my head, but..."
    There's no way i could avoid myself from seeing you. 
    There's no way i could run away from you;
    even if so, we'll meet yet again at point 1(the start).
    Even when the surrounding is full of noises,
    your appearences took my attention away.
    I can't... i can't take this anymore. 
    I hate myself for loving you 
    I, do not know you.
    &
    I, am struggling in trying to not love you.
    When i see you, all my surrounding noises turned mute and there,
    there's only you in my sight.
    Love,
    Lilya l.z.n
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  2. hmm...


    Ytd...
    I was serving and yeah, was feeling so nervous out of sudden, dont know why too. Then did some prayer quietly in heart and was talking to God while serving... (I'm not mad, i'm not MAD!) yar.........................................................................................
    After service, i rushed down to Expo for HD Camcorder traininig and it was fun as i get to touch and use the Cam. Hmmm... Actually wanted to play with it... but Since it's a new cam and i've not master the skills of it yet, i didn't dare to play with it, our guidance fierce larh... If i break the Cam, i'll have to pay it... It's $XX,XXX FIVE digit u know? can cry if i spoil. (exclude cents.)
    Yar... was being bullied by all the brothers who went along with me... Bec... I only know them... T_T Kena bully until very jialatt! zzzZZ That stupid JinYu! Sigh... WeiMing sent me home that night as he was being asked to send me home(actually it's JinYu's job) not WeiMing. LOL! Hahahas... Since WeiMing is our becoming AD of Tv Ministry, i told him that i wanna take and learn Cam1 which is the cam which JinYu is serving! Look! This is the coolest thing i found in Expo (i mean among chc ministry larh)

    Isn't this looks cool?


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    Today, had cg meeting. Oh my i was late for 20mins! Ahhhhhhhh....! Okaye, my cg use to practise of fining members who are late,

    5mins late --> $0.50

    10mins late -->$1

    and every 10mins late counts $1.

    zzzzzZZ this was a brilliant idea came up by Bennie to prevent us from being late(mostly me). Yeah, cg was wonderful great as ever! i really love the way Bennie leads the cg(tho i misses Yilun's 1) Hmmm... There was once Jing(a cgl) told me tt she love the way bennie leads a cg, as she's always sharing with us the love of God. Yeah, that's true. This is 1 of the reason why i love Bennie! Hahahahas............... yar... and then slowly, as time passes, The love of God from Bennie towards God became to grew... {Can feel one larh... Presence becomes stronger and stronger mah..(while worshipping God)} Hahahahas... And today, after cg, we were having a great time fellowshipping as we were playing....... UNO and HEART ATTCAK! Fun man, though it's kids game, but we LOVE it! After fellowship, we went to city hall, err... shopping! Yeah! And while gg back home, Samuel and Orlando was doing some experiment on Keith's neck. As they wanna test out if the skin of his neck is elastic or not... see...





    Keith!!!! My Picture with wings!!! Where is it???? I want it!!!


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  3. Yayy~



    Is this
    <--- nice?


    ---OR---


    The top 1 is

    nicer /\


    Okaye... none of it is nice.
    The most nicest thing about it is, my Makeups. I know i know. i Admit okaye? LOL!
    ********************************


    So, today is picture uploading time! Yay~





    To my Readers: Hey not this Red words here.. bottom of the Red words ones.

    Oh, By the way, Hey brother(passerby)! I called you brother because, i think you're a guy and brother Christ. Let me tell ya something. I came this world never thought of letting people know that i'm a Christian. The bible never says that we must let the world know that we're christian. So what if you behave like a christian? Act like a Christian? Or even dress like a Christian? So what if you DID behave, act and dress like a christian? Does this mean you're a christian? The ans is NO! Do you spend enough time with God? Do you fellowship with God? And, do you do your quiet time daily?
    So, even if i say i'm a Christian, but, will my Heavenly Father say this to me "you're a good& faithful servant of mine" or "you're my beloved child," Will God do that, without us spending quality & quantity time with God,? NO! Even i myself doesn't spend enough time for God. I'm so busy doing my school work, house work, fellowshiping with friends, family... But, all God wanted us to do is to "believe" and "obey". Since you're so good at shooting people with verse, well, i guess i don't have to explain all this to you. Don't tell me that, you know Christian have to spend enough time for God etc... I can tell you that too. But, did you do it? I guess i'll stop here... Or you'll argue(your attitude what~) back...Oh btw, rmb to read my previous post, i've written a whole lot of words for you! :D////////////





    Zining got to plan her schedue well from now onwards. i've not finish my homework. Maybe tomorrow?

    i use to... but..

    i've forgotten i love to smile at strangers.
    i've forgotten that i love to eat super RED apples.
    i've forgotten i love blue because of the sky blue.
    i've forgotten that i love to lie on the grass and see the moving clouds.

    All this 4 things are important to me as after i was born i start loving it.
    It's somewhr deep in my mind. And it's part of memory.
    Tell me, what is so important to me and yet i have i still forgotten?
    -My God.

    You're first in my heart and yet i failed to spend enough time with you as you beloved child.
    You gave me life and everything around me and yet i never thank you.
    You bless me people who dotes on me but i use them.
    You was telling me Zining, obey my words and believe in me, but i was obedient to the Devil as the Devil told me" Yes, go to Church; listen to the sermon; but don't pray.".
    And, many great things've happen to me in life because of prayer. But when i failed to humble before your throne, i start to fail as a student due to temptations.
    Jesus said "Can't you stay awake for one hour and pray with me? Pray so that you'll not fall into temptation."


    Hmmm... i'm still wondering what's my Spiritual Gifts... i believe i've more than 1 spiritul gifts.

    Hahahas... oh, i'm still thinking when will i start going to Bible School? And how can i use my dreams to do good works? How...? Nvm, i'll seek from Him for the answer. Yeah! Back to Bible reading...

    Zining got to plan and manage her time well... spend enough time with God, Bible, Friends, works and family members.



    Well i've finish reading the whole script of "No Easy Way To Pray" By David Yonggi Cho.
    I wrote all this in todays' post because i wanna remind myself to seek Him before anything else.
    If you want the script, tell me i can send it to you, provided you to wait for 2 days. Hahahahas...
    Because i need to type out right? But don't worry, it's not going to waste my time and energy.
    By typing out all this can help me to remember it better than before. ;D
    So, don't pai sehh okaye? LOL!

    Annnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnd, it's my showering time! i'll Stop here for today.
    Goodbye to my Readers. And, hope you'll enjoy reading my blog and enjoy your day ahead!
    God Bless You.
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